If I like you, I like you.
Don’t ask me why I like you because honestly, you’ll be hearing an endless story of why I like you. But in all honesty, I don’t know why I like you, like there’s no one reason why I like you. There’s multiple reasons, but just not one. I can’t explain my logic because even I can’t decipher why. So if I say I like you, just believe it because I don’t know why i like you. But there’s one thing I am certain of, it’s most definitely because you make me happy.
“Do you know, how much it hurts? When people neglect you, and reject you for no certain reason? I try, and try, and fucking try for everyone and most of them, what they do hurts me. I’m so tired, of always feeling like I’m losing everything/everyone, I’m so tired of always having to like everything I’m doing. I’m just messing up it. I don’t have no one to rely on you know. I learned how to be independent and learn how to face my own situations and problems. So what if people hurt me, I’m used to it. I mean I get upset, I cry, I have all this anger and depression building up inside me. Does this make me weak? No, I’m only human. Does this make me want to give up on myself? No. Does this make me feel like I’m not worth anything? Of course not. Sure people may not accept how I am, or accept my feeling, but knowing that I have others that make me feel good and make me feel happy, that what matters most. Through out all the tears, pain and anger I’ll always will smile, be happy and move on. I’m not going to rely on the past and issues that will only push me away from what I want. You know what I want? Happiness, love and appreciation. Not for me, but for everyone else as well. It’s okay that I’m hurt, because soon enough, I’ll be strong and I’ll live up to it and know what’s wrong from right.” -Luhan.
(Source: extherealjongin)
